haiz...
one after one comes out....
and its really broke me and my heart into micro pieces...
haiz...
feel like wanna cry everytime...
wat am i gona be....
haiz....
i cannot take it anymore...
seriously...
u guys cant handle a person's feelings.....
why must it be me..????
why must every single problem come back to me...???
why must the old old problem i had come back and stab me in the heart...???
why must this happen...????
why can i have a perfect life..like wat i wanna be....???
why cant i get rid of all of this...????
haiz....
pls...for ur info...
im beyond redemption.......
wish i can start a new life in poly...
and leave all my secondary school memories behind...
so i can get a taste of my own dreams...
and meet new people.....
from there...
i'm free from the small box im trapped in for 5 years...
so i can get away...
from those who called themselves 'friends'
but backstabbed me....
bullied me..
pierce me in the heart..
punch me on the face..
.................
but there is a small group of friends...
which really r called friends...
cared...always on my side....
i loved them...i treasure them...
i wont forget u guy...
.......
fell more cooled down...
haiz...okok...
stop here for todae...
Labels: haiz....wat kinda life i gt...i cryed myself to sleep..
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