Friday, February 29, 2008
hmm...kena councelling by my own form teacher..ms lin..cause she saw me emoing...then...so damm obvious...councelling...then she said this phrase...which changes me straight away..."no one have the rights to take ur happyness away.."its really works..so...im now..VERY HAPPY N NORMALL....no one can change me anymore..even if it broke my heart...im strong man..hhaahsactually im feeling damm high right now...first time is two months...Hmmm...todae..it the LEAP YEAR....comes onli every 4 years...hahas..besides tat...nothing...hahas...tats all la...byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....(:heers to ms lin..the counceller girl...hahasLabels: no one have the rights to take away my happyness...
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Thursday, February 28, 2008
my life is damm packed with problems....
haiz...
one after one comes out....
and its really broke me and my heart into micro pieces...
haiz...
feel like wanna cry everytime...
wat am i gona be....
haiz....
i cannot take it anymore...
seriously...
u guys cant handle a person's feelings.....
why must it be me..????
why must every single problem come back to me...???
why must the old old problem i had come back and stab me in the heart...???
why must this happen...????
why can i have a perfect life..like wat i wanna be....???
why cant i get rid of all of this...????
haiz....
pls...for ur info...
im beyond redemption.......
wish i can start a new life in poly...
and leave all my secondary school memories behind...
so i can get a taste of my own dreams...
and meet new people.....
from there...
i'm free from the small box im trapped in for 5 years...
so i can get away...
from those who called themselves 'friends'
but backstabbed me....
bullied me..
pierce me in the heart..
punch me on the face..
.................
but there is a small group of friends...
which really r called friends...
cared...always on my side....
i loved them...i treasure them...
i wont forget u guy...
.......
fell more cooled down...
haiz...okok...
stop here for todae...
Labels: haiz....wat kinda life i gt...i cryed myself to sleep..
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haiz..
its totally a bad bad day todae...
one started by the fcuking asraf...
the other one..from the ones i trusted.....
....
......
FUCK U ASHRAFdun because of u...
fish n chip will ge gone forever!!!!
u and ur fcuking stories..
im useless is it????
well..u r a fcuking fat pig...
with a red neck dick..
which dun even release
that u r a source of all problems...
created by ur self...
im arogan is it...
well let me tell u.....
u are more arogan then me..
u and ur fcuking bitchy word tat comes out of u mouth...
show off la....
u r the arogan one..
not me mf....
useless pig...
make stories about me la...
i tell u..
do this...n u will regret...
ekh..come on man..
im 1 year in my guitar course..
made 5 live performance with my band..
......
and wat do u have...
nothing..
NOTHING>..
u only got urself and u red neck dick...
so wat u know how to play drum...
wat....!!!
u wanna take my band members...
and leave me alone..
IT WONT WORK I TELL U..!!!!
go spread about my agony la..!!!
people wont trust u..
peope wont give a dammm..
wont give u a fcuking damm.....
the other event..
i dun wanna tell..
secret......
.....
.
.
...
.....
Labels: ashraf..go fuck offf mother fucking bitch..
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Monday, February 25, 2008
hmm...nothing to post...hahas..note : my second song in the playlist...there is something wrong with it...u will be irritated by the songryan cabrera - true...hahas...watsispen....hahahasthis is my shortest post ever...byeeeeeeeeeee...(:HEERS TO mY EMPTY BRAIN...hahahs...Labels: i wont go homw without u.....
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Sunday, February 24, 2008
hey....about the bird thingy....hmmm..the in n out thing is not i say one....its jiayuan who say...hahas...she damm expert in this kinda things....hahas.i got proof/evidence.....hahash.Jiayuan : i am not horny i am not horny i am not horny =D says:
moving la.
.Jiayuan : i am not horny i am not horny i am not horny =D says:
actually
[b][c=20]RocKiT_(:heers..!![/c=31][/b] says:
bounce?
[b][c=20]RocKiT_(:heers..!![/c=31][/b] says:
haahs
.Jiayuan : i am not horny i am not horny i am not horny =D says:
should be in and out wad.
.Jiayuan : i am not horny i am not horny i am not horny =D says:
=.='
[b][c=20]RocKiT_(:heers..!![/c=31][/b] says:
hahastats the proof....hahahs..........hmmm....thinking of wat to post...............................................................................................................oya...im gona buya pair of converse old school snickers...a green skinny jeans...and a black long slift shirt....coooool right..hahas....hmm...about todae..went for tution early in the morning...went for a webbing ceremony...went to guitar class....went to cousin's house..borrow bass gutar...go home..post..tats all...hmm..starting next week...my guitar class starts at 1pm -2pm..instead of 4 to 5...hahas....gooooooooood...but also..baaaaaaaaad..hahas...got my own reasons one...hahas...tats all larhs..lasy la...tatata...byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....(:heers to watever tat is interesting todae....hhahas..yea..Labels: wats the hell is happening to my band......
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Friday, February 22, 2008
todae....hmmm...boring dae...hmm...school as per normal....focus test after school..chemistry..okok..physics...die....hahashmm..go home..play drums loud loud...parents not at home..hahas..tats all la..the birds story very interestinghahasup and down..should be...in n out..hahasopps......hahaswat am i taking about man...puik...hahaasdun feel like posting..stopping here...hahahasbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....tatats(:heers to the birds...
hahasLabels: hahas...birds...thinking....
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
hahas...not much todae...nothing new and nothing interesting...everthing is as per normal...hahas....it kills to know tat there is nothing to post..hahas....hmmm....yea...!!!!!im gona talk..about my damm busy daily scheduals...MONDAE..7.25am - 1.55pm - school....2.30pm-3.39pm - english remedial3.30pm - 6.45pm - choir8.00pm - 9.30pm - night tutionTUESDAE.....7.25am - 1.55 pm - school2.45pm - 6.30pm - dnt8.00pm - 9.30pm - night tutionWEDNESDAY...7.25 am- 1.55pm - school1.55 am - anytime...very very freeee....Thursdae...7.25am - 1.55pm - school2.30pm - 3.30pm - chemistry remedial3.30pm - 6.45pm - choir6.45pm till anytime - free time till anytimeFRIDAE...7.25am - 12.45pm - school12.45pm - 2.30pm - friday prayers2.30pm - 3.45pm - focus test3.45pm - anytime - very free...SATURDAE8.00am - 11.15am - TUTION11.15am - 8.00pm - damm free...8.00pm -10.00pm - Night tution10.oopm - 3.30am - freeeee but usually see footballSUNDAE..9.00am - 11.00am - ENglish Tution11.ooam - 4.00pm - freee but usually sleep..4.00pm - 5pm - Yamaha Guitar Class5pm till anytime...- the most free time in the world for me...tats my time schedual...hahasbusy right...hahas..need alot of sleeep...but cant find time to do so...hahas..so ....hmmm...during my free time..if waanna go out with me...feeeell free to ask ...and i'll think..then deside..hahas.hahas...okies...tatatatata...gona gota sleep la...ahahasbyeeeee..(:heers to my jam packed scheduals...hahasLabels: hahahs..r u talking bout me???...
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hahas...not much todae...nothing new and nothing interesting...everthing is as per normal...hahas....it kills to know tat there is nothing to post..hahas....hmmm....yea...!!!!!im gona talk..about my damm busy daily scheduals...MONDAE..7.25am - 1.55pm - school....2.30pm-3.39pm - english remedial3.30pm - 6.45pm - choir8.00pm - 9.30pm - night tutionTUESDAE.....7.25am - 1.55 pm - school2.45pm - 6.30pm - dnt8.00pm - 9.30pm - night tutionWEDNESDAY...7.25 am- 1.55pm - school1.55 am - anytime...very very freeee....Thursdae...7.25am - 1.55pm - school2.30pm - 3.30pm - chemistry remedial3.30pm - 6.45pm - choir6.45pm till anytime - free time till anytimeFRIDAE...7.25am - 12.45pm - school12.45pm - 2.30pm - friday prayers2.30pm - 3.45pm - focus test3.45pm - anytime - very free...SATURDAE8.00am - 11.15am - TUTION11.15am - 8.00pm - damm free...8.00pm -10.00pm - Night tution10.oopm - 3.30am - freeeee but usually see footballSUNDAE..9.00am - 11.00am - ENglish Tution11.ooam - 4.00pm - freee but usually sleep..4.00pm - 5pm - Yamaha Guitar Class5pm till anytime...- the most free time in the world for me...tats my time schedual...hahasbusy right...hahas..need alot of sleeep...but cant find time to do so...hahas..so ....hmmm...during my free time..if waanna go out with me...feeeell free to ask ...and i'll think..then deside..hahas.hahas...okies...tatatatata...gona gota sleep la...ahahasbyeeeee..(:heers to my jam packed scheduals...hahasLabels: hahahs..r u talking bout me???...
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
nothing much todae...morning tution..guitar class..tats all....yea..yesterdae manu win...hahas...hmmm..todae post short short..i wanna see tv...sunday night movie.......channel 5...the sound track of the song..isMuse - Shrinking Universe...hahas...okiestata...tc..guys..byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...(:heers to musehahasLabels: i damm love muse
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hmm...woke up..feeling damm sick...cant go tution...but mum force me to go...but i was damm sick..haiz...at last..nvr go..hahas...did nothing much todae...cause sick...so...hmm...i post too late...now its like..1.20am...in the night...so this post is for saturdae...hhahash...hmmm...motive for staying up late..is to see football..hopefully manu winMANCHESTER UNITED...the red devilsbig match todae..so buy alot of crackers..to entertain myself..hahas..hmm....being horny is fun...dun know why..its actually curiosity..hahas.....fun la....hahas....theres a saying tat goes..born horny...stay horny..always hornyhahahshahahasgota gooo....watch football match..byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...tc dudes..(:heers to horny the devilLabels: i x3 u...how should i tell u....
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Friday, February 15, 2008
early i the morning...feel so sick...haiz...rushed into the toilet..feel like wanna puke...but feel better after nothing..ahash....so go sit down at canteen..i wanna be high...but cant...cant speak propely...sore throat...cant breath properly..nose jam...cant even walk properly..leg got problem..total defence was okok..activity in class...okok...but at hall..totaly boringhahas.i waanana sleeptired..sick,,hahas...HAPPY VALENTINES DAE...am i late one dae late?oooo..hahas...who care..everydae to me..can be valentines dae...its just a matter of..i being loved..or not..hahas(:heers to valentines..the fairy thingy..hahas
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008
todae...alot of people ask me about yesterdae..incident..haizeven the sec 5 know seh...haiz...BUT the future is more important..so must be happpy...must forget about the disaster..hahas hahaasSMILE RAQIB...HEEEEEEEEE..hmmm...school was boring...got very difficult maths test...confirm fail..haiz...i dun know got test anyway..haiz...hmmm..after school got dnt ...but i go home...i sick...go home..straight away sleep...nightmare man..yesterdae ....dream i had thisbad sore throat...can even say a word...then...got this ghostly small black,red eyed boy...running around my house...then i saw it....but cant shout....cause sore throat..then..haiz...i woke up..feeling so scared.....just now..was part two..haiz..i think im tooo stress...needa relax..hmm...tmr valentine dae...will u be my valentine?im free...hahas....okies..hopefully tmr got answer..hahs..okeisBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.....(:heers to valentine's dae..ahashLabels: will u be my valentine..muaks...
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
hmm...
totally a bad dae...
haiz....
do stupid thing ...
big consiquences..haiz..
haiz....
not much....
haiz...
my dnt folio kena stolen...
all my projects gone...
haiz...
totally a bad dae..
haiz...
byeee.
haiz
no (:heers for todae..
Labels: haiz...
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Monday, February 11, 2008
hmm...
school as usual...
then ...
no math...
gooood..
cause forget to do hmwk...
hahas...
then during free period...
i recieve free messarge..
nice....
i love her...
hahas...
if u r reading this..
i love u...
how can i tell u..
its difficult for me..
to say...
i love u....
hmmmm......
hahas...
besides tat ..
nothing...
hm...
feel regreted for
yesterdae's post..
but if feel..
its about time u know...
hmmm...
okies..
i love (:he..l
hahas
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Labels: i x3 u..hahas
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Sunday, February 10, 2008
todae...
nothing much..
wake up early..
go english tution..
go home..
this week is yamaha holidae...
so no guitar class..
so use time to do projects n hmwk..
haiz...
hmmm...
todae feel like...
wanna shout out my anger..
so everyone can read how i feel...
sometimes i wanna shout at
U...call urself best friend...
but always in my way....
backstab me...
u and
her...its not like u did this to me ones ...
its like..alot of times man....
stealing me love ones...
and lots more.....
(go think...wat u do....tat hurts me..,)
if u wanna know...
i onli make fake smiles at
u..and onli mix around with
u...if i dun have anyone to talk to....
when will u realise...
tat
u always hurt my heart..
when u get into my way...
.....
and ...
there's another person i wanna shout at...
...
u reject me...
tats fine with me...
u said goooood thing...
that cools my heart down...
but u say thing to my
so called"best friend"...
tats the opposite about wat
u say bout me...
is that wat they called "backstabbing."?????
...please...
if u wanna say tat..
say this to me..
not to someone else.....
if not..
u r just
lieing to me....
tat is wat i dun like...
sins.....
okies....
enough of shouting...
must be happy happy..
not sad sad emo emo...
okies...
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.e.....
Labels: go n think...then reflect..then reliese wat u have done...
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Saturday, February 9, 2008
heyho..
haas..im back from my vacation..hahas..from challet..went to downtown east challet..very very fun..hahas..hmm...day 1...reached challet at 12.30 pm..unpack my stuffs...and play ps2..hahas..then went swimming...feel alittle bit malu..cause...i walk half naked to..the challet's smimming pool..hahas...swim..swim..jump..dive..hahas..then went back..to challet..man...i look darker..haiz...then...bath..dress up..celebrate mum's birthdae..do my hair..till high high..hahas...took pictures...at friendster have..upload already...we got some quest invited..hahas..played bingo with them..i won 1 time..hahas..the price was ..MENTOS MINT...hahasthen..hm..eat CHEESE CAKE....!!!damm nice..hahas...oso got oreo cake..eat bbq chicken...then around..12.30am..walk around downtown east...all the shops close except mc donals..hahas...walk till dunoe where...hahas...then otw back..my uncle bought for me...and my bro n my cousin..twister frice..hahas...nice..but cant enjoy..mouth got alse..(hw to spell?????)hahas...went back..watch this very old show..at tv...with all my family members..btw..we rented 2 rooms..one for boy..n one for girlshahas...day 2...woke up early..play ps2...nvr bath...hahas...smelly..hahas...then went towww....(WILD WILD WET)then..damm fun...went to www just after the opening time...so less people..but increased through time..hahas...damm fun...first i went to the lazy river...ular- ular was great..its a family ride...hahas..then my brother n i went tothis ride..where only 2 people ride at one go...its a dam big "u" shaped slide ride...
its quite high..went they push ur float down..u feel like falling from a building...my bro's face was like ...damm scared..hahas..ride it two times in a row...then ride it another time later tat dae..i think the ride is called...samsung fun ride...smeting like tat........then went back to challet...cause everyone tired...its feels like we have fun for 5 hours..and feels like its about 3.00 am in the afternoon..then we reached back to challet..shocked to know tats
its just like around 12.30 in the afternoon...
wow...hahas..bath..eat play ps2..till night....i go bbq some chicken for myself..quite fun..enjoyed cooking..hahas..i love to cook..hahas....then around 9 played guitar with cousin..i think...forget...hahas...then around 11.30...i woke up my cousin n bro..tell them ...follow me walk around downtown east again...cause its the last night..hahas..walk walk..buy mc donals..cause earlier in the dae..my dad gave me$10 ..hahas..bought MC SPICY meal for myself..two dubble cheese burger for my bro n cousin...french frice n coke..we share..eat in our challet...and slept right after tat..hhas..dae3(todae)
nothing much...woke up...walk around challet area...took videos of the place..i actually took videos during the day..n during the night walks...with my hp
haiz...gona miss the place..then played ps2..and psp...pack up..then leave the place...bid farewell to the challet..and went home..slept...
afternoon ..went to go messarge..cause my leg got problem.they messarge damm painfull...haiz..go gut my hair at the barber's..my old hairstyle suck like hell..thats y i go cut haiz..even though its still short..told them go cut layered at the back...n just trim my top hair...cause i wanna side park my hair...then they go cut short short...damm man....and tats all ...hahas..post till long long...wonder who will read it..hahas...tata...byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeess..(:heers to challetLabels: miss going challet...haiz..
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008
hmm....todae..is the last post of the week...im going on a holiday trip..kinda..actually not...i going to challet..downtown east...ifanyone of u going there..sms me...i want friends...hahas...hmm...gona stop posting for these week..4 dae till next post...but keep the tagboard alive..hahas..byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...and..
HAPPY NEW YEAR...!!!!(:heers to challet..Labels: byeeee...tag me..i x3 u...
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Tuesday, February 5, 2008
todae...
start the dae with pe...
man..it hurts...
i slow jog around school two rounds..
when suddenly...
got this weird shape thingy..
bulging out of my leg....
and it hurts....
man...my veins strain...
haiz....damm pain...
it also affects my balls..
got pain over there tooo....
my@#($#...
whole dae pain....
walk like handicap..
haiz....
then after school...
go to nus see a show...
with my cca..choir...
veri veri goood show..
must listen to understand...
then funny....hahas....
then make friends
hahahhahash....
she so goood...
and dammmm funny..hahas...
then board the bus...
and usually will always noisy...
had a great laught....
then when reached school..
the pain come again.....
haiz......
pain pain pain.....
then walk to jp...
go follow friend go eat...
i see onli..nvr eat..cause the pain...
is killing me,,,
hahas...
ahahs..btw my friends r...
shahril,siew peng and jia hui...hhas...
i actually never ever speak like friend to them b4...
usually i always emo one...hahs...
not for now..
and not for the new me.eeeee..hahas...
then went back...
she tell me to wait for her bus come...
then leave her...hahas...bye byee..go tAke ur bus...
hahas...hahas....
then went home...
like handicap man...
haiz..
then do blog..
wanna sleep...
cause..
CANNOT TAHAN ANYMORE...!!!
hahas..
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
goodbye my friends..
goodbye my horny friend..hhahas..
(:heers to horns..hahas
Labels: devil is horny cause..he got horns...got two somemore
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Monday, February 4, 2008
todae...during school time not much....cca....sore throat...haiz...but i at last open my mouth..at last man....i got the vibrato sound...hahas..today veri high,enthu and horny.....talk horny to someone lorhs..dunoe why..hahashahas..hahas....go home...tution...do blog...then wanna sleep....byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....meow...!!!!(:heers to me voice..Labels: horny is better the pencils..hahas
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Sunday, February 3, 2008
hm...sleep quite late last night....but wake up damm early in the morning...then gona sleep late tonight...haiz...i need more resting time...haiz...on chinese new year...going to challet..down town east...yea..!!..tats the time tat i can rest..WOOOHOOOO!!!!!!.....HAHAS..3daes2nights..wake up damm early to bring 3 or my unwanted dvd players for recycling....get money in return u know...!!!!then i qued up...the aunty in front of me get..$5 dollars for two plastic bag of newspaper...which weight about 2 kg....my turn...hahas...total weight was about...25kg...then a wtf thing happened..i got 3 bucks onli..!!!!WTF MAN...!!!!!CHEAT ME MONEY...bring heavy heavy get $3 onli..damm man...but $3 is better then $2 ...or nothing..lol...then went for english tution...at 9am....i am in the same class as lilian and her friend...dunoe who...hahas...went back home...sleep...then go out again...for guitar class...trip to plaza s'pore was boring....haiz....no entertainment...wished tat someone will follow me there...be my friend or ______________hahas...so at least..got entertain..or being loved...hahas...at guitar class...learned pentatonic skill...minor scale...and learned a SUPERCOOOOOL RIFF...so rock n roll man...hahas...then went back home...bored n sian.....went to the pasar malam near my house....bought 2 bbq delicious chicken wings...nice baby....i actually made friends with the employers of the shop...for quite a long time...they actually had thier shop there since the last pasar malam...i usually buy 10 bbq chicken wings at night....during the december holidays...then grow alittle bit fat...hahas....tooo bad today is the last dae of the pasar malam....gona miss those guys....bought the last chicken just now...knowing tat it might be the last time..eating my favourite bq chicken...heres a little bit of history of myselfduring my primary school...i loved to eat this bbq chicken at school..it has a rare and unique flavour....i was so in love with it...tat i actually stole $50 from my dad...to buy the chicken wings....actually i intended to steal $2 onli...cause i onli recieve $1 per dae..and it so damm little.....haiz..kena a goood beating after going home...the money was confiscated during the time..i was playing in my childcare center....i took out the money...boasted around....when the teacher saw it..she took it from me cause....small kids loooks suspecious when holding...a big amount of money...she call my parents...and there goes my chicken s..cant buy....actually i kinda dun like the teacher...she treat me unfairly..onces she scolded me for writing with my left hand...i was borned to write with my left hand...so why must she scolded me....and i still remember the most shamefull dae of my life....childrens r playfull and mischevious....i onces played pulling my old buddy's pants..the teacher saw it and called me to stand infrontof the people...then she say."u wanna feel hoe is it like to pull people's pants."then she pulled my pants..and my toooots was exposed...i cried and ran out of class and almost being hit by a car because of shame...haiz...still got more....lazy to type...so the last time i ate the chicken wasduring my pri 1 life...the stall was no more after the school renovated..so i search and hunt for the chicken for almost 10 years...so last month was the first in 10 years i tasted the chicken again...then i found out tat the stall tat was seling the chicken ..in my school...is my friend's grandma...wat a coincidence....hahas...so now u know how meaningful is the bbq chicken...hahas....tats all la...so much of taking about food and shamefull events...hahas...tatatata....byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!(:heers to bbq chickenLabels: bbq chicken mania..hahas
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todae....
wake up..still feel sick
and....like lazy go tution...
but still need to go....
haiz...
after tution...
go home...
play electric guitar...
doing the effects for certain songs...
compose songs...
played for 6 hours...
then afternoon nap...
hahas..
then woke up...
feel qiddy....
then opps...
omg..forget eat medicine...
haiz...lazy la...
everydae needa eat...
haiz...
my nose...back to normal..
but still sensetive...
haiz..sneeze through out the dae..
ahhas
haiz...
arrrrhhhh chooooooooo...
hahas
i wanaa chat la...
chat chat chat...
till night..see football..
tc...byeeeeeeeeeee...
(:heers to nozy...hahas
Labels: i wanna relaxzzz
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Friday, February 1, 2008
todae skipped school...cause sick..got mc...went to doctor..said tat my nose was swollen..n i got sensetive nose...bad luck man...hahahas...then went to ngee an poly..to retreve my price...2 free movie tickets...hahas...then went to fix car radio..n went to an unknown place...sick but still can go out...hahas..odd...yesterday was more worst...very very sick..but tahan the whole dae..still got cca...sang very fun song....till forget i sick...hahas...teach sec1s alot of things..teach must open mouth big big..even though i didnt dooooo...waaaaaaaaaaa....malu...hahas....oya...todae nvr sit for focus test...lol..hahas...yea....hahahas...no energy to continue....sick man...haiz....get well soon to meeee...hahas..byeeeeee....(:heers to flu...
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